Buried Memories
Sunday, October 29th, 2006Opening his eyes James saw nothing.
He might have thought himself blind but it was a different sort of darkness he was immersed in. The smell of pine, dirt, and decay were strong all around him. He had to get out of this place, he knew, but he couldn’t manage to move more than his fingers. But the hunger, the hunger churning deep in his belly pushed his creaking muscles almost to the point of rupture as he kicked and clawed his way out of his grave.
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The first hand punched out of the hard packed earth, nails torn back, tendons exposed and caked with dirt. Bright moonlight filtered down, stinging his eyes as James gulped the fresh air refreshing his stale lungs. When he stopped sucking down mouthfuls of air and dirt, James stopped breathing altogether. Breathing was an instinct, nearly forgotten, which had compelled him to take in those desperate breaths. But now it felt unnecessary, and so he stopped.
The air seemed different than when he had last tasted it. It was warmer, drier, but more than that something fundamental in the very breeze had changed. James inhaled once again, slowly, lingering through his nostrils as he tasted this indescribable yet familiar flavor in the air. The taste reminded him of his hunger, stronger than before, and he clawed out from his final resting place.
His torso halfway out he reached for a handhold with clumsy fingers to extract the rest himself. His hands found an outcropping of rock and he gripped it, pulling himself and kicking with his legs until he was free. His vision, hazy as though clouded with cataracts, tried focusing on the strange stone he was still gripping. Blinking, James loosed more dirt from his eyes and his vision grew clearer.
The stone before him was a headstone, the marker for James’ own grave. Though he couldn’t understand what they said he traced his fingers along the grooves on the face of the stone.
Here lies
James Cooper
Beloved Husband and Father
July 31, 1978 – June 29, 2012
He lingered a moment longer, traces of a feeling both sweet and sad tugging at him.
Then the hunger drove him to his feet.
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The taste in the air lured him to the cemetery gates. His legs were uncertain and he stumbled often but he grew steadier with each step. He wasn’t able to move at much more than a lurch and the walk just to the gates felt like an eternity. However, time was no longer a concern to James.
The gates were tall and imposing in the darkness. They were held shut by a chain and padlock which held fast as James pushed at them. He let out a mournful cry, mixed with rasping from his dry, dirt-filled lungs, and he pounded at the padlock with his fists. He kept beating at the lock, hunger driving him even as his bones splintered and his hands turned to pulp, until finally the lock gave.
With a triumphant shove he opened the gates wide and James continued outside.
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He had been wandering an hour now.
The night was filled with monsters and James felt pangs as he saw each group of them. They screamed as they saw him, always running away in laughter. As each approached the smell that nurtured his hunger grew stronger and as they ran away he was driven to follow.
Many of the houses he passed were covered in cobwebs, headstones, and carved pumpkins. The monsters ran from house to house, stopping at houses whose porches were lit, and they would approach those houses, knocking doors or ringing doorbells, and the doors would always open.
The humans answering the door would often give a start and begin laughing as the monsters shouted something in unison. The monsters then held out a bag or a bucket and the human would drop something inside, causing another shout from the monsters before they would turn and run to the next house.
James watched this and he knew he was seeing something familiar. The monsters owned the night, they filled the streets and ran from house to house, yet the humans always seemed happy to see them. This night was special, it was the night for strange things and it was this night that gave him life once more.
Still following the scent and taste in the air James continued onward, seeing more of the same behavior until he came upon a trio of bigger monsters throwing things at a dark house. The lights came on and the monsters ran away, laughing as a balding man in pajamas ran outside, shaking his fists as he shouted at the fleeing ghouls.
The man looked at James, huffed, and said something with contempt before returning inside his house. The lights went dark again and the house was still once more.
Another group of monsters ran down the street and a little one trailed behind. James walked towards this group and the taste he craved again grew strong in the air.
The group of monsters ran up to a house leaving the little one calling to them from the sidewalk. She looked up and saw James, gasped and covered her mouth before breaking into a fit of giggles.
“You look really scary, mister,” she told him.
James studied this tiny monster. She wore a black hat atop stringy red hair and freckles surrounded her unusually large and warty nose. Something tugged harder at his memory and James groaned in confusion.
“Where’s your treat bag?” she asked.
James looked at his empty hands and managed a shrug.
“Oh, you can’t be out without that!” she said. She raised her bag to him and he received it, a warmth spreading through him.
She ran to rejoin the others, waving to James as she went.
James looked inside the bag, inhaling the flavor that drove his hunger.
Looking up, his face pulled taut into a smile and he said, “Trick-or-treat.”

